Oh summer. Sweet, sweet summer. How I missed the sticky sweat, frizzy hair, oily face, and moist armpits that you bring. Ew rite. Lol.
So this week, for me at least, was WAAY better. Remember that day off I took, well I took the whole damn weekend and didn't call in either. I know, I know. I should be shaming myself. But in my defense I had requested the weekend of the 4th off at the beginning of June, but when I looked at the schedule I didn't get it. So when I showed up for work Wednesday I had my excuse locked and loaded, and then they never asked for it. Actually, everyone acted as though I really did have the weekend off. So maybe I did? Am I sounding like an airhead? Well fuck it.
Well that was one good part of the week. Then next thing I know I'm friggin' winning tickets to Six Flags. Like what?! I never win anything! And to top it all off...dun dunna dun...we got blinds!!!! It only took all of a week and 2 dayz but hey who's counting ---o wait, I was! Yeah those ghetto summabitches took their sweet time, but I guess after me and my 2 roommates bombarded them everyday with calls and appearances they finally had enuff of us.
Summer '09 is looking to be quite nice. But am I the only one who feels like this shit is flying by? Like seriously. The 4th has already passed. The only summer holiday left is labor day and school starts before then so it's not even a summer holiday. I'm starting to feel like summer is the lollipop that fell on the floor and rolled under the couch. It's got some lint on it, but I think I'm gonna wash it off and lick it again cuz the bitch is almost gone and dammit I ain't even get to the bubblegum part yet! So keep sucking!

Signing off and floating up,

Raquel Rox

So it has definitely been an "nuh uh" week. Tuesday was moving day and my roommates and I only had one day to move. Now I know y'all are thinking, "what? why not get the keys early?" well we tried. Unfortunately our leasing agent was this shady bitch named Beverly and she jerked us around. Right now my roommate and I are sitting in an apartment with no blinds...NO BLINDS!!!! WTF?! She totally shafted us, but that's ok. She's gonna friggin wish she never accepted us 'cuz we're gonna bother her everyday until she fixes the problems in our apartment. Like, who moves people into an unfinished apartment. I mean we signed for the apartment on the first of June.

I heard this song the other day by Billy Currington and the chorus goes, "God is great, beer is good, and people are crazy". I swear if that ain't the truth I don't know what is! The older I get the more I see that people are really crazy and even heartless. It's like I don't even have words for people anymore they amaze me so much. All I can ever do in response is shake my head and say, "nuh uh".

And on top of all of this Michael Jackson died!!!!!!! OMG! My heart is so broken. I definitely cried. Anyone else hurt? Everyone around me has been playing his songs and trying to imitate his moves. I say it's about time to start that petition for MJ day. Lol. Imagine all the celebrations! Who's with me?!

Well, I didn't go to work today (supposed to tho!) so I guess I'll get off of here and try to do something more productive. Most likely that includes listening to Pandora and reading HSM fanfic.

Signing off and floating up,

Raquel Rox

Ok, here we go. My 1st post! So I picked this picture because I couldn't find anything else that fit my mood at this time. I feel like even though my life is definitely not going as I've planned (not in school, working a menial job, broke as SHIT!) I really know who I am and I'm kinda happy about it. My life is quite boring right now cuz I don't do anything but sit at home, but it has given me a lot of time to think. Well hell what else could I do? Lol. But seriously after I got pass the depression of being so bored and poor I realized that I have some really strong values that I'm proud of having. No I'm not about to start preaching, but I just watch all my girlfriends and how they will do anything for a piece of a sorry-ass man and I am so glad that I know better. Sometimes I feel bad because I almost want to laugh at them, but it's not that I feel like I'm smarter or better than them, just, well stronger? No that's not the word. I guess it's just being raised different. I dunno. I just can't stop but feel like I'm on the verge of something breaking through in my life and I look at my friends and they act as though they're ready to go ahead and settle down...at 22!!!!!! I mean come on, this is the time of our lives. I mean I'm not exactly living it up right now but I know that things are going to change because I'm starting to understand myself a bit more. The last time I can remember feeling like this was when I graduated high school and moved into the dorms. Even though there's nothing to even compare to graduating rite now (hell I def. don't wanna talk about school! cuz I'm failing!) I'm excited. My mom told me the other day that when you feel completely lost and that you're going absolutely no where that's exactly when your life is about to change. Now usually her words do nothing but blow straight through my ears, but I have to say I think her advice came as a sign. Call me a Southern superstitious bitch, but come on! Don't that sound like somethin? So here I am, standing outside in the street, waving my freak flag and my protest sign yelling "Sam I am!". I know who I am! God that's a step right? I mean I fumbled the ball but it seems like I'm about to recover it.

Signing off and floating up,

Raquel Rox